But it doesn't matter..because there are going to be bad days, there are going to be good days.
How the hell do I stop myself from binging?? (I don't purge, just binge)
Yesterday I got through breakfast and lunch ok, but got home for school and started eating.
Also my stomach is so so so bloated, does anyone know how to get rid of the bloat? It's really getting me down.
This is all a bit disjointed.
Oh yeh. I remeber something I was going to put. I have been sneakily taking my mum's old sleeping tablets temazipan, but I found out a few days ago they are addictive and used for insomniacs and to combat anxiety. I know I should stop taking them, but they numb me and I love that! I am taking them less though.
Breakfast: Wheetabix with raisens.
morning snack: satsuma.
Lunch: sandwich with cheese and pickle. And a packet of crisps (gasp!)
Afternoon snack: raw carrot sticks
Dinner: Pork and red cabbage salad (I don't know if I am going to eat the pork, I am making a stand against my parents buying cheap, intensively reared meat.)
Love you all xxx