Sunday, 7 February 2010

My own private HELL

As said earlier I'm having a very rough few days. I find that it's difficult to get out of the continual binges when I'm feeling so down. It's a vicious cycle. I don't want to go out. I feel panicky when I think about seeing people. Oh well... I must face the world one day..

My only plan at the moment is to get through this next week. Just to live through it and not break down, wish me luck!! xxxx


Sairs said...

Hey hun! Firstly, that is the cutest picture, I love it. I also think you're totally awesome and I know that when you feel so shitty and down it's just a horrible feeling. I also hate the feeling like you're going to break down. You know though, sometimes it is really good to have a good cry. When I cry, I cry really loud and very dramatically, usually clutching Harold (my little hippo) or Ziggy (my little lion) and even though it looks pathetic at my age, it always makes me feel really good. I am hoping that when you wake up tomorrow, you feel a little better. Just remember I am here for you and I do hope you feel better.

P.S. thanks for your regular support and words that always make me feel better!

battleinmind said...

I had the breakdown! Got it out my system...very very over dramatic but do feel a bit better now!

Lots and lots of love

B xxx