Saturday, 20 February 2010

Back. And feeling calmer.

First, thank you all SO MUCH for your comments, they mean soooooooooooooooooooooo much.

So I'm feeling much better. I went out for the day with my family and it was brilliant. My brother is at uni, and normally we don't get on (we just never ever talk) but now that we have so much space, when we do see each other it's actually really fun.

So yeh. Feeling better. Possibly because I'm finally loosing some weight. Being ill dropped 2 lbs. Yesterday's day off dropped me 1lb. But it doesn't matter. Because my weight is still ridiculously high. I'm angry at myself. I hate HATE how easily I give into this ED the minute things get hard, or boring, or I have too much going on. But I know full well I can't recover now. I would relapse straight away.

How beautiful is this women in this picture? I adore her hair. I love red hair.

Thanks again for all the comments, they bring a smile to my face :)

Love Battle xx


Phantasmagorical Delusion said...

I love red hair, too, but it only looks so beautiful on everyone but me. :P

Thank you, as always, for your continuous support. You're so very lovely. :)

I'm glad to hear that you're feeling much better. The weight loss HAS to be gradual, dear, and as frustrating as it is to see the scale move so slowly, and as much as it sucks to see that all of your hard work isn't being rewarded quickly enough, I promise it's worth the wait in the end. Weight that comes off overnight will almost *always*, as a rule, come back on JUST as quickly. Healthy, sustainable weight loss happens at a slower rate, because your body's really getting rid of fat, not just water. Hang in there. We're all rooting for you.


mariposai said...

Congrats on your uni place :-) Sheffield is a great place to live and study, but it is even better without an ED.

What will you be studying?

Sarah x

mariposai said...

Ooh my friend did that at Sheffield Hallam. My current flat isn't far from Ecclesall Rd, which is right near the Hallam campus. Meadowhall definitely rocks!

I hope you'll be visiting it frequently as a student ;) hehe


sunshine said...

Heyy hun, thks for the lovely comment :) Hehe, red hair is whole famiy has it but I landed auburn which I can deal with nicely :P Got to admitt I'm not entirely sure about recovery but I'm positive you can get there if you want to. *hugs* x

Sairs said...

Hey hun, thank you so much for all your lovely comments on my blog. I really appreciate it. You are such a beautiful soul and so supportive. So thank you and huge hugs!
Sarah :-)