First, thank you all SO MUCH for your comments, they mean soooooooooooooooooooooo much.
So I'm feeling much better. I went out for the day with my family and it was brilliant. My brother is at uni, and normally we don't get on (we just never ever talk) but now that we have so much space, when we do see each other it's actually really fun.
So yeh. Feeling better. Possibly because I'm finally loosing some weight. Being ill dropped 2 lbs. Yesterday's day off dropped me 1lb. But it doesn't matter. Because my weight is still ridiculously high. I'm angry at myself. I hate HATE how easily I give into this ED the minute things get hard, or boring, or I have too much going on. But I know full well I can't recover now. I would relapse straight away.
How beautiful is this women in this picture? I adore her hair. I love red hair.
Thanks again for all the comments, they bring a smile to my face :)
Love Battle xx