Battle In Mind: Can't get away from the calories.

Monday, 3 January 2011

Can't get away from the calories.

I can't get away from this eating disorder. It's always there, in the back (or in today's case front) of my mind. I have been weighing myself everyday (not acting on it) and have been monitoring what I eat very carefully. For example I'll eat lunch (this is still progress) but it will have to be one of the low cal low fat choices. I went to Mcdonalds with my friends last night and was hungry, but since I'd had a small dinner I didn't want to 'feel fat' so had a bottle of water. Plus I'm still totally triggered by others losing weight.

Day 3 of the 30 day challenge: Post a picture of the cast of your favourite TV show.

How I met your mother

Love you all, thanks for the advice on running!

ps. I'm currently watching Edward Scissorhands. I love Jonny Depp in this, he's just so cute.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...: Oh dear, I have missed you. I hope you reach your goal weight soon.
You have my love.

LOVE!; 3 January 2011 at 09:42
Sairs said...: Sorry you're struggling so much right now. I hope it gets better soon. Thinking of you!
*hugs*
Sarah; 3 January 2011 at 11:19
Anonymous said...: i hope it gets better for you, i really do.; 3 January 2011 at 12:21

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50 things to do before I die.

In bold means I've done it.

1. Become bilingual. Become fluent in French.

2. Buy a plane ticket for the next day for somewhere....anywhere, on my own.

3. Have singing lessons.

4. Face my fear and SKYDIVE.

5. Walk (some of) the great wall of China.

6. Go on a gondola in Venice.

7. Make a three tiered cake.

8. Create my family tree.

9. Go to a Spain, make friends with a fisherman and eat fresh fish with them.

10. Go on a hot air balloon.

11. Scuba dive in the barrier reef.

12. Grow my own vegetable patch.

13. Send Christmas on a beach drinking Pina Colada's.

14. Sleep under the stars on a beach.

15. Go back to Yosemite.

16. Fall completely and utterly in love.

17. Spend New Year's eve partying in New York.

18. Send a message in a bottle.

19. Learn to make cocktails.

20. Go skinny dipping at midnight in Majorca.

21. Swim with dolphins.

22. Learn to ballroom dance properly.

23. Sit on a jury.

24. Fly first class.

25. Have a child.

26. Have a coffee on the sidewalk in Paris.

27. Take a picture of the Mona Lisa in the Louvre.

28. Have 12 red roses brought for me.

29. Get a degree in nursing.

30. Pass my A levels so I get into university.

31. Buy a sari from India.

32. Live in America, New Zealand and France for at least a year each.

33. Own a piece of diamond jewellery.

34. Donate to a charity anonymously.

35. Learn yoga/pilates.

36. Stay up all night.

37. Eat Sushi at a sushi bar.

38. Become someone's mentor.

39. Spend at entire day reading. (read Harry potter from midnight until midnight the next day.)

40. Get an article in a paper or magazine published.

41. Camp in the desert.

42. Go a year without watching TV.

43. Cook Christmas diner for my family.

44. Be an extra in a TV show.

45. Watch the cheese rolling competitions in Gloucestershire.

46. Have a Eurovision Song Contest party

47. Have a spa day.

48. Drink abesynthe.

49. Get my teeth whitened.

50. Learn to ski.