Friday, 21 January 2011

Isolation.

Every now and then I start isolating myself from everyone. I start putting on a 'happy face' and deciding it would be better not to tell anyone how I feel and what's really going on. I appear to be doing this now. I don't want to talk about how I'm feeling, I tend not to blog when I'm feeling like this, but I decided to make an effort. Okay, what's going on?
I am feeling a little helpless. A little bit...lost. I don't feel like I'm finding my feet this year. Bah. I don't know. I can't be bothered to write anymore. This whole 'getting out of isolation' thing is a bit too hard at the moment.
Oh
well
I'll snap out of it soon.

6 comments:

Incredible Eating Anorexics said...

i relate. a lot. and wish i could help xxx

helen said...

it is still early on in the year love.
and as for the isolation, i understand completely.

NOS said...

(((Battleinmind)))

Take care.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Haley said...

Isolation sucks.
When you eat something, though, sometimes you feel less of the need to isolate. Less depression. I know it can backfire at times, but hun you've gotta fight this! I know you can do it. You are strong and beautiful. Never let ED tell you otherwise.
I also tend not to blog when I'm really depressed/feel terribly alone. I'm glad you did, though. I hope it helped.
Praying for you
<3

PerfectingmyEmptiness said...

i agree with Haley. You can't let yourself be happy with this state. Find the strength within yourself to fight.
I love you
Take care

Angela said...

I understand putting on a mask for everyone, when inside you feel anything but happy. I find that it helps to write through the depressed and sad feelings, but sometimes you need to just sit with those feelings for awhile before you can understand them. Give yourself some time. Sending good thoughts your way:)