I had no idea how naive I was. First someone breaks into my house and takes my stuff and that shocks me. Now my ipod has been stolen, two weeks later. I left it unattended at my local gym for 5 mins and it was gone, It was a really old battered one, worth very very little in money, but worth a lot to me. I just don't understand how someone can think they have the right to take stuff and feel okay about themselves. It's so wrong.
In reference to my last post, I am slowly coming out of isolation, starting to open up a little more with great difficulty. I texted my metor which was a big step as I have been wanting to cut myself off and be more capable of handling my own emotions. It drives me mad that I feel I need to talk to someone about my 'problems'. I really piss myself off!
Unfortunatly I am still weighing myself every day. I just hate that anxiety. It throws me so much. My weight it stable, I would like to be a couple of pounds left...but we all know that's a bad idea. I'll keep you posted.
Thank you for the lovely comments recently, I'm sorry I've been so rubbish at commenting on all your blogs, I'll be commenting again asap.