Monday, 24 January 2011

Realising my naivity.

I had no idea how naive I was. First someone breaks into my house and takes my stuff and that shocks me. Now my ipod has been stolen, two weeks later. I left it unattended at my local gym for 5 mins and it was gone, It was a really old battered one, worth very very little in money, but worth a lot to me. I just don't understand how someone can think they have the right to take stuff and feel okay about themselves. It's so wrong.

In reference to my last post, I am slowly coming out of isolation, starting to open up a little more with great difficulty. I texted my metor which was a big step as I have been wanting to cut myself off and be more capable of handling my own emotions. It drives me mad that I feel I need to talk to someone about my 'problems'. I really piss myself off!

Unfortunatly I am still weighing myself every day. I just hate that anxiety. It throws me so much. My weight it stable, I would like to be a couple of pounds left...but we all know that's a bad idea. I'll keep you posted.

Thank you for the lovely comments recently, I'm sorry I've been so rubbish at commenting on all your blogs, I'll be commenting again asap.


Lisa said...

You're not naive- you believe the best in people and that can be both a dangerous quality and very helpful one. Just know that not everyone can be trusted but don't go too far with that...

also- the scale thing- I'm there too..

I wish I knew an easy way out


Anonymous said...

As you know, I can TOTALLY relate to the weight/anxiety thing. But you're right-- going down the road of weight loss only leads to peril.

I'm sorry your iPod was stolen. That's awful!

Wishing you well,

Sairs said...

I'm sorry to hear this hun and you are not naive, there are just some horrible people in the world and unfortunately they've been around you lately. I wish I could say something to make you feel better about the weighing but I do know that even though at first it was worse, not weighing myself every day is such a relief. I only do it once a week now. I am thinking of you!

Anonymous said...

I'm glad your weight is stable now.
You are not naive. But really, I don't understand how anyone steals. It's mean in every way! I don't know what I would do without my iPod.
I'm sorry yours got stolen :(

Thank you. I take all my pictures myself. I have a tripod, and my camera has a 10 second timer. :)
I hope your week is lovely.


i love bows:) said...

love you

i've got an old ipod you can have if you want :)