Today was my 2nd to last day at school. I'm FREAKING OUT. I am far to immature to leave school. I honestly still feel like I'm 13, not 17. I can't deal with leaving school!! Where did it all go? Aren't these meant to be 'the best days of your life'? Have I wasted them? Does it go downhill from here? As you might be able to tell, I'm having a mid (okay, quarter) life crisis!
Today was uniform day which was pretty fun. Felt VERY strange to get back into uniform. I enjoyed it :)
Tomorrow is my final day - change if plan from hippy idea. Me and my closest 9 friends are all coming as warriors. We all have army hats and bullet belts, we got matching shorts and are going to paint ourselves green/brown. I'm so excited! In the evening it's the bar crawl - we go to about 5 bars/clubs and have to complete dares (get behind the bar....lick a stranger....run through a fountain...down a pint.) I have set myself some challenges of my own. I have decided not to drink (shock horror!) I really want to see if I'm able to have fun without the alcohol aid (plus I'm working at 10 the next morning). I no there are going to be a lot of very overly drunk (read paralytic) people, so I think I will look after them, because I've been there and I know how much it sucks!
I wanted to do something special for my girls, so I made a card for each of them. On the front is a picture of me and the person and there name written in pretty writing. On the other side I have written them things which I have wanted to tell them, about how special and fabulous they are, and how grateful for them I am etc. I'm so excited to give them out tomorrow!!
As you can tell all this business hasn't left a lot of time for me to think about food obsessively. I have been purging an awful lot but I was totally expecting this, with all the stress.
Love you all!