WELL. Me and the ex talked. I told him I regretted the break up. He told me he still liked me. But needs time to think. He asked me on a date (type thing). I'm going round to his house, he's driving us to the film shop...we'll pick a film...take a trip to the supermarket...get some food. And head back to his :D I'm very. VERY excited. As excited as I am, I do remember that there are reasons I dumped him...which is why I need advice.
So the main reason I broke up with him is because of sex (Obviously I didn't tell him this, I made up a different reason). I had sex (for the first time) with him after 2 weeks of seeing him, it really hurt :( . I had sex because I thought I 'owed' it to him because I was going out with him. I know if I told him this he would of been really understanding but I HATE talking about my feelings with guys. Really hate it. So I dumped him to get away from having to talk. So IF we go out again, obviously the same problem will happen. So how do I deal with it better?
On other news I'm still the same weight...I want to loose 1 pound by sunday. Doable. Also I've cut out breakfast. DAMN IT. Once it's cut out it's so hard to bring back into the diet. Grrrr.