Monday, 6 September 2010

Letting go of the secret.

Sometimes letting go of a secret can be so freeing. Yesterday I went round to my boyfriends and we had SUCH a good time. I told him about my haunting memory (previous post) and how it was affecting me. I told him that I need to take things slow so I can relax. He was brilliant. Really understanding, he said I should go to counselling, he even offered to take me. I am completely falling for him. I think I love him. (I've never loved a guy, so it's quite a big deal for me to say this).

My food intake this last week has been good! I'm eating three healthy meals a day, and a snack. I'm going to the gym three times a week. I'm gunna get FIT!

Today is the first day of the gap year! Today I'm just relaxing, easing myself in hehe. Tomorrow I'm handing out more CV'S and this week I hear from my first possible job lead.

1. What would you do with a gap year?


NOS said...

I'm so glad things are going so well for you right now! What I would do with my gap year? Well, I DID spend most of it working on recovery. But I also got a job. So I think you're on the right track!

Wishing you well,

Lisa said...

Hey! i'm glad things are going well! I'm taking a gap year as well...after undergrad and before grad school or work. I'm taking this year to really really focus on recovery and getting my life back
take care

mariposai said...

Well done! It takes real guts to be honest like that, and it sounds as though things are looking up :-)

Back in the day I never took a gap year, but now I really want one, to see the world. If only there wasn't the small issue of money! Hmm

Sarah x

HONEY said...

you sound really happy and that's great :)
in a gap year i would work, work, work and then travel, travel, travel, travel, travel!


helen said...

i would travel the world.

A@ Please Don't Eat Me! said...

if i had a gap year and no bills to pay, i would be living near the beach working at an ice cream parlor to pay the rent :) LOL

im glad hes helping you out.. you need people like that in your life!

themilkfreeway said...

Well done for telling your boyfriend :) I'm so glad he was understanding!