Monday, 6 September 2010

Letting go of the secret.

Sometimes letting go of a secret can be so freeing. Yesterday I went round to my boyfriends and we had SUCH a good time. I told him about my haunting memory (previous post) and how it was affecting me. I told him that I need to take things slow so I can relax. He was brilliant. Really understanding, he said I should go to counselling, he even offered to take me. I am completely falling for him. I think I love him. (I've never loved a guy, so it's quite a big deal for me to say this).

My food intake this last week has been good! I'm eating three healthy meals a day, and a snack. I'm going to the gym three times a week. I'm gunna get FIT!

Today is the first day of the gap year! Today I'm just relaxing, easing myself in hehe. Tomorrow I'm handing out more CV'S and this week I hear from my first possible job lead.

Question:
1. What would you do with a gap year?

7 comments:

NOS said...

I'm so glad things are going so well for you right now! What I would do with my gap year? Well, I DID spend most of it working on recovery. But I also got a job. So I think you're on the right track!

Wishing you well,
NOS

Lisa said...

Hey! i'm glad things are going well! I'm taking a gap year as well...after undergrad and before grad school or work. I'm taking this year to really really focus on recovery and getting my life back
xoxo
take care
-Lisa

mariposai said...

Well done! It takes real guts to be honest like that, and it sounds as though things are looking up :-)

Back in the day I never took a gap year, but now I really want one, to see the world. If only there wasn't the small issue of money! Hmm

Sarah x

HONEY said...

you sound really happy and that's great :)
in a gap year i would work, work, work and then travel, travel, travel, travel, travel!

xoxo

helen said...

i would travel the world.

A@ Please Don't Eat Me! said...

if i had a gap year and no bills to pay, i would be living near the beach working at an ice cream parlor to pay the rent :) LOL

im glad hes helping you out.. you need people like that in your life!

themilkfreeway said...

Well done for telling your boyfriend :) I'm so glad he was understanding!