Wednesday, 7 April 2010
What A Huge Bum.
Okay. No denying it. I need to loose weight. Badly. Sorry.
Although I've been having a good few days (had a fab dinner party with friends last night)my mind is in a really difficult place (when is it not?!) I need to loose at least 11 pounds. Soon. I'm desperate, it's eating me up inside. I just eat and eat and eat.
Last night I realised that the shape I am right now might be my natural shape, and that scared the crap out of me, surely this flabby bum and huge thighs isn't me? I need to be small, and stop taking up space. I don't deserve to have a healthy body. My plan: take my calorie intake down slowly, start going to the gym more and try not to weigh myself too much.
Since you all give such good advice, I thought I should use my (fabulous) resources and ask some help from you. Here is the story:
My friend Y borrowed £50 from me, and said she had posted it to me first class last week. But it hasn't come. I have rung her, texted her, facebooked her, everything and she hasn't got in contact with me. I don't want to be that girl who gets annoying about getting money back, but it's really stressing me out and I really need the money back. What should I do? I'm ringing her a ton and just don't know what to do!!!
Plan for the next week:
Today: Gym and get school work done.
Thursday: Go to Leeds with Mum, gym in the evening.
Friday: Gym in day time, watch 'Blind Side' at the cinema in the evening.
Saturday: haircut, maybe gym.
Sunday: Finish all school work.
Sorry for the dull post, just wanted to get some thoughts out!