Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Living life day to day.

Yesterday I did something super awesome....I resigned from my job! I gave in my months notice because I'm travelling in 5 weeks time. I wrote a letter thanking them etc. and they said that if I wanted to come back over summer just call them up and they'll give me any spare hours. I am SO grateful for this as I was worried I was going to be broke over summer. Such a relief.

After resigned I had arranged to meet up with a guy friend I've written about before write at the start of this blog. We've known each other for a few years, and a while back he told me he had feelings for me (I kinda knew, he wasn't so subtle) and I had to be really straight and say that nothing would ever happen. I'm really struggling to keep him as a friend because he's so over the top flirty and I don't like it. I've tried talking to him about it but I'm worried I'll have to cut him out.

I wrote a while about on my crack down on alcohol. I still haven't drunk for quite a long time but I'm scared that the next time I go out with my friends I will go wild.  Once I have one drink I struggle to stop. I'm just praying God will help me overcome the temptation. Especially as I go to university in a few months, and drinking lots and lots is the norm but I really don't want to get drunk any more because I act so badly.

My food intake is going okay, I'm taking it one day at a time. I try not to think about the next days intake. And I limit myself to weighing myself twice a week. I've even FORGOT to weigh myself a few time! Yay!

Been quite distant from this blog, don't really have much to say at the moment. Hope you're all well.

3 comments:

PerfectingMyEmptiness said...

just wanted to say that i love you, my mind warrior :)

Lisa said...

one moment at a time is the right mind set. One hour, one day... etc

You can do this!
xoxo
-Lisa

NOS said...

Keep it up, darling! You are doing so well and I am so proud of you.

Wishing you well,
NOS