Saturday, 6 November 2010

One good, one bad.

Let's get the negative out the way, we broke up, and it hurts. I miss him, but I know I've done the right thing. He wasn't good for me or my self esteem. And here I am, single again :) Here is the problem, his best friend is being REALLY inappropriate. Like telling me he loves me, that I mean a lot to him and just being really overly protective and weird. I don't know what to do.

NOW...the positive....I got a new job! In an amazing lingerie shop! It's only a Christmas job but the person told me there are openings for permanent jobs in January. It's part time so I'm finally going to have time to do all the gap year stuff I wanted to do.

Weight wise, I don't know what's going on, I need to get myself to the gym, but my food intake isn't too bad, I could really do with loosing 5lbs (but I could always do with loosing 5lbs!)

Thank you so much for the comments, they brighten my dark moments.

4 comments:

helen said...

well done you, as for his friend, tricky situation that. tell him how you feel about him...

as for the job CONGRATULATIONS!

NOS said...

(((Battleinmind)))

Congratulations on your new job! That's great!

And about the weight-- this may not be my place to say it, but I think you're beautiful (and I've never even seen you). I don't care what you weigh and I think many people feel the same way.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Andy said...

I am so so so so so proud of you for breaking up with him. Perhaps you don't recognize how great it is right now, but you did something for yourself and that my dear is amazing.

i love bows:) said...

ellie, you are fabulous!!!

xxxxxxx