Monday, 22 November 2010

Loosing the will to type.

I have got a major case of the 'can't be bothered'. I have started about 5 blog posts and deleted them all half way through. So, I'll update you (if I have any readers left) on my past week.

I started my new job last week, I enjoy the actual work and being so busy, but the people...well..they seem a little cold and intimidating. I chatted to a few, but I can't be myself around them yet. In a moment of bravery I agreed to going to the Christmas meal which means I also have to take part in secret santa...crap. The boss is also the most scary person I have ever met. On first day, nay, my first hour I witnessed her shout at 4 different people. Wow.

I appear to be loosing weight. Not really on purpose. appetite has decreased. My daily intake is generally : a yoghurt, some soup, dinner, then a snack. I don't know, I just don't really feel like eating. Oh that reminds me I've quit counselling. Toooooo much effort!

So a few posts ago I asked you lovely girls for some dating advice, it worked! I went out partying and met a cute guy who I am going on a date with this week. Exciting stuff! Fingers crossed it goes well please.



Danielle said...

Hi, just found your blog! My eating is very similar to yours. Sometimes my appetite is gone and sometimes the ED is at it's worst. But I would really reccomend seeing a counselor/dietitian. I just stopping seeing mine a few days ago and I'm already going downhill. I'm going to a new clinic soon, but it's not coming soon enough!

My writing has been pretty bad lately too. (maybe from lack of food?).

Anyway, have a great thanksgiving, take care of yourself.

Anonymous said...

I guess it just goes to show that there's no such thing as a perfect job. I can totally understand you being intimidated by your boss. Shouting at people? Not professional behavior.

Make sure you're taking care of yourself, Battleinmind. Maybe consulting with a dietitian so you can be put on a weight maintenance meal plan. I know that without my meal plan I would be restricting all of the time and I would have no idea what a proper amount of food looks like.

It's crazy what an ED can do to your brain, you know?

Wishing you well,

Lund3on said...

I'm still here, reading away! I'm happy you found a cutey! you need to write more! Give me something to do with the free hour of time I get in between assignments, school and work! :)