Saturday, 23 October 2010

SOMEONE TAKE THE FOOD AWAY.

PLEASE. CAN.SOMEONE. TAKE. AWAY. THE. FOOD.Binge. Binge. Binge.

I'm going to shame myself and just be honest at my intake today (those who are disgusted easily, stop reading now!)
Breakfast1: cookie crisp cereal.
Breakfast 2 (told you it was bad: Costa breakfast bagel (600c, just to disgust you all more).
Lunch: 2 J2O's, a turkey and cranberry wrap, a massive mars muffin.
Dinner: Indian takeaway.


I'm disgusting. And here is the proof (do we really need more proof?!)

Last night my boyfriend said, "You should get a boob job, then you'd be in proportion. Your hips and top half would be even." Yes, I know my thighs are huge. Yes I know I have a muffin top. Yes. I know. I'm fat. Told you.

I'm taking Tamazepam (tranquilliser/anti depressant) just to get away from things. I can't face crying tonight. I stayed at my boyfriends last night, woke up at 3:00am, and just burst into tears, everything is a little overwhelming at the moment. 

5 comments:

helen said...

i know love.
but i'm sending you my love and thoughts and i hope you feel better soon, xo.

not.quite.ana said...

nooo don't listen to him, boys can be so dumb :/ i hope you feel better <33

NOS said...

I'm so sorry you're not feeling well now. I hope things improve.

But your boyfriend was really out of line for saying that to you. Sometimes boys can be so oblivious and don't know when to shut up.

Wishing you well,
NOS

willfindhope said...

That is not proof that you are disgusting at all. It is okay to eat.

The comment your boyfriend made is really quite inappropriate. You are not fat. xx

Take care,
Cassie x

Eating Alone said...

sounds like the boyfriend is a bit of a jerk.

And that was not a huge amount. In fact is seems a little light or just about right depending on the Indian. A little light on protein if the indian was mostly veggies.

So quit beating yourself up!