You know the ED is getting worse when you start having weight related dreams....everyday I have about 5 dreams just before I wake up about getting on the scales...routinely waking up in between dreams and realising I CAN'T have put on a stone, when you eventually do weigh yourself, it feels somewhat surreal, like one of the dreams.
So after my binge fuelled weekend, I put on a lot of weight, not sure how much, I think about 6lbs. Cringe. I'm now 2 lbs above what I was on Friday. So just got to KEEP GOING!! purging is seeming more and more appealing!