Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Drrraaamaaaaa

Well, as I said in my previous post, I had sex with 2 guys on holiday. I don't regret it, because it was an experience. Problem: It was unprotected, so I have to go to the clinic which I am MEGA embarrassed about.

Now some news which I am MEGAAAA excited about. Can you remember my ex? The one who I told that I still liked after I dumped him, and he said he couldn't see a future. WELL. We started talking a few days ago and he said he made the biggest mistake in saying no, and wants to meet up....sooooo last night we went to a BBQ together, and it was so nice. It felt just like old times. I'm going round to his tonight which I am nervous about but in that oh-my-God-what's-going-to-happen type of way.

Something weird is going on with my weight. I haven't intentionally been dieting, but for some reason I've lost like 3.5lbs in 2 days. I feel a perverse happiness, but in a really weird way, I'd rather be the slightly higher, more stable weight. Also I have decided that I don't want to loose weight, I want to get toned. So I'm going to join the gym (I LOVE the gym)and increase my food intake a little.

Love you all and sorry for the quietness on your blogs, I have like 1000000 things on my to do list.
xxx

6 comments:

Andy said...

Just so you know, I love you to death.

Seriously. I don't even know what it is. I'm glad you're back :)

Love, Andy

NOS said...

Congratulations on your ex calling you! It sounds like things are going well with him.

Your views about your weight are very healthy-- it's great that you want to maintain your weight instead of losing (although I can relate to the perverse happiness as well). I need to get toned too.

Wishing you well,
NOS

i love bows:) said...

I love that your back el!<3

ooooh how exciting:p

xxxx

Sairs said...

I think your plan sounds awesome with adding food and exercise. Good for you! I personally hate exercise. I can't stand it. I am lazy, he he!
*hugs*
Sarah

beldam said...

yay you're back :)

A@ Please Don't Eat Me! said...

heyyyy welcome back to blog world..

girl, you gotta keep yourself healthy in all ways! the clinic isn't too bad, its probably not HIV id be that worried about though.. those other nasty things that pop up without warning.. get a full check up, just to be safe.. and say no to bare skin! lol