My work is treating me like crap. They are saying I can't have a holiday off when they said I could 2 months ago. They said I was failing probation because I took a day off a month ago. They say I don't seem like I want to be there, when I'm trying REALLY hard. Whatever.
Food stress: I am just confused with food intake at the moment. I don't know what's too much, I don't know what's not enough. That horrible "I've eaten too much" guilt is really strong at the moment, even when I logically don't think I've eaten too much. I first got diagnosable bulimia 2 years ago, and I'm SICK of thinking of this every day. I'm SICK of thinking about food, calories, exercise and weight every. Frickin. Day.
Gap year stress: I have 8 months left and I've done nothing. I so want to go somewhere, but I have no friends that I can travel with. I found an amazing oppertunity which is a 21 day tour of America but it's £1300, not including flights or spending money. Too expensive.