Ello ello.

Last night I stayed up til one reading my old posts. I was a right little drama queen! Made me laugh how one day I'd think my world was ending and the next I'm a bundle of joy. I'm very pleased that I'm more stable than that now. My mood stays relatively constant. 

Food wise I don't really think about it anymore. I just eat normally! I never thought I'd get to Where I am now, just normal eating patterns. It came with time, and a realisation that, because of how far I'd come, my relapses last maybe an hour, a day at most, and because of this I lost the fear of relapsing. I know if I get ED thoughts they will go away. This just took perseverance - literally just sticking through everything and eventually things even out. 

Mostly I just wanted to say a big thankyou. Reading through comments I realise what a wonderful support so many on here were for me- Vicky, Sairs and Andy to name a few. 

With love 

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